An update - September 2012

I fail at blogging, sometimes.  For example, I could have blogged on Mason's Birthday about his birthday, but instead, I ate cake and watched Keeping up with the Kardashians.  So...since I have failed...I am just going to cut and paste some emails that I sent to Mason (details about that here)

To:  OurBabyMason@gmail.com

From: Mason's Momma

Date:  June 10, 2013

Time:  5:42am

Re:    Love you

I am so sorry I haven't written to you in a while, my sweet little man.  We have just been so busy watching you grow!!! you can walk now, and you have your bottom two teeth, and now your top two just broke through!! your first birthday was an amazing day, Mason.  So SO many people came to your party! You got so many fun presents, and Great Grandma Rodgers contributed to your college fund.  yay!!  Also, the day before your birthday, you FINALLY decided to sleep through the night.  that made mommy and daddy very surprised, but very happy!  You are my absolute most favorite thing :) I love you!

-Mommy

To:  OurBabyMason@gmail.com

From: Mason's Momma

Date:  July 31, 2013

Time:  7:13pm

Re:    Mason "the man" Rodgers

Hi baby mason.  You're still (thankfully) asleep in your bed, and you've been sleeping all night lately!  You just got 4 more teeth, so you've been pretty fussy, but also hilarious.

For example: when you want your binky, you ask nicely and say "bink bink?" "Pleeeeee?" And when we say no, you scream and throw our phones over the baby gate, which is cute because when we laugh at you, you get this little demonic smirk on your face.

You've been watching "your shows" in your room before bed.  It's the only thing that seems to get you ready for bed! So you'll watch an episode or two of "bubble guppies" or "blues clues" and then we go then the iPad off and you just lay down and go to sleep! Such a good boy.

You have been really picky lately though, you don't want Dino nuggets or chicken nuggets or hot dogs or chicken or turkey burgers....you basically live off of milk, cheese, fruit snacks, and peanut butter covered graham crackers.  But you're growing, so I guess you can eat whatever you want :)

I love you so much, sweet little "poopantsio".  That's what daddy and I call you.

Also, whenever you poop your pants, or whenever daddy farts, you point to your bottom and say "poop?" So smart.

-Mommy

9 months

He:

- Crawls/cruises EVERYWHERE!!! Look out world, Mason is here to destroy your living room.

- eats little bits of pretty much everything Ryan and I eat, we love watching his face as he tries new things

- loves other babies!  Anytime he sees someone his size he gets the sweetest smile and reaches out to touch them. Adorbable

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- still refuses to sleep through the night, of course.  Help!!!!!!!!

- did wonderfully at his 9 month doctor appointment...Dr. Madden thinks that his fine motor skills are "exceptionally developed for such a young age" .... THAT'S RIGHT!

I:

- love springtime.  There's nothing better!!

-take walks with Ryan and Mason after work on the nicer nights, Mase loves to see all the bright spring colors and the people walking around!

- finally started my garden!  I am growing oregano, chives, cilantro, and basil! Self-sustaining ftw :)

- can't wait for the beginning of float trip season.... ahhh!!!

- find myself multi-tasking between mommy tasks and house tasks...what did I DO before I had a baby?! I had so much free time, gosh

Random Misplaced Musings: 

I have only one misplaced musing for this month, by Zooey Deschanel....and I'm in love with it.


Being tender and open is beautiful. As a woman, I feel continually shhh’ed. Too sensitive. Too mushy. Too wishy washy. Blah blah. Don’t let someone steal your tenderness. Don’t allow the coldness and fear of others to tarnish your perfectly vulnerable beating heart. Nothing is more powerful than allowing yourself to truly be affected by things. Whether it’s a song, a stranger, a mountain, a rain drop, a tea kettle, an article, a sentence, a footstep, feel it all – look around you. All of this is for you. Take it and have gratitude. Give it and feel love.

-Mason's Momma

8 Months

He:

Takes baths in the big boy tub now, and much to his own delight (and his fathers) has discovered a certain part of his body that he finds fascinating.  Haha!

Is developing more and more likes and dislikes when it comes to his daily routine.  Example: he watches little bear then team umi zoomi... If Ryan turns on a different show, Mason gets visibly irritated. Ha.

-finally sleeps in his own bed, thank goodness. He still doesn't sleep through the night, but he is comforted with just a few tummy rubs to fall back asleep 

-doesn't really like to crawl, he more or less scoots on his belly, but he cruises around the living room using the couch, ottoman, or our hands to assist him in chasing the dogs and finding his toys.  This boy will be walking so soon! Within the next month I feel :)

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-HAS TWO TEETH!!!! And thus, chews on everyone and everything he can. Nom Nom

-eats rice puffs as a snack while we eat our dinner. He's almost mastered picking them up and putting them in his mouth!  The dogs find this learning process absolutely fantastic, as they get all the thrown rice puffs

-wears 12 month clothes, because he's his fathers son, a big strong boy, and continues to be nothing like me...and oddly, I'm 100% okay with that. :)
 

I:

-am no longer breast feeding, not because I can't, but because teeth on a boob is EXTREMELY unpleasant. Mason was visibly angry with me for the first week of no-boob, but he has since forgiven me and life is good.

-finally feel like I'm getting back to my pre-baby self, in looks (read: no more giant boobs. UGH) as well as feeling more like a lady, and less like a milk-production bank/alien vessel for carrying children.


-feel so lucky to have a job that allows me to off work at 3:30 instead of 5:30, it really gives me SO much more time with Mason and Ryan :)


-have been seeing a LOT of people getting engaged, pregnant, etc...and yet have NO desire to even go there right now..haha! is that ridiculous?

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Random Misplaced Musings:


- Im not perfect, and I dont claim to be, so im not posting this as a lecture, but more as my opinion (which is what a blog is, DUH, y'all). So here goes... I'm tired of underage people drinking. honestly. Personally,I didnt have even ONE drink of alcohol until I was in college and that first year I only drank 3 times.  after that, I didnt drink until my 21st Birthday.  Probably because im a nerd who is older than all my friends, maybe because im a nerd who doesnt have a bunch of lushes for friends, I dont know.  There is a REASON that the drinking age is 21.  people under that age (and admittedly, quite a few people older than that) cant handle the responsibility that comes along with drinking.  I could get into examples, but I dont want to call anyone out.  Bottom Line:  if you find yourself acting unlike yourself when youre drinking (like an asshole) then stop drinking...Well...unless you're just an asshole to begin with, in that case, just go away.  Things can be just as fun when you're sober.  Be an adult.


-Ryan and I have done some MAJOR work on our house.  we recently got a new bed, a new couch, and lots of new things to hang on the walls!  We are going to be painting soon, and it just makes me so happy to see our "bachelor pad" turn into a home :)  Also, I bought some herbs (chives, basil, oregano, parsley) to plant in a month or two, so we can cook with fresh herbs! yay.  PS- did you know that oregano can legally (FDA guidelines) contain 1250 "insect fragments" per 10 grams... think about that the next time you sprinkle some on your pasta!

-Mason's Momma

7 Months

He:

Has his own (technically I suppose its his, mine, and Ryans) "share" site with our journey through mommyhood (and daddyhood, and babyhood!)  check it out http://memoirsofmommyhood.shutterfly.com/

-WALKS!  mostly...sorta...with the assistance of mommy or daddys fingers for balance, MasonMan WALKS!  yes, I find it odd that he has not crawled, or really rolled over for a mode of transportation.  He walks, because hes advanced.

-Is trying so many new foods!  We are still making his baby food and now there isnt a thing he wont eat!  Some of his new favorites are mangoes, pears, vegetable risotto, and chicken noodle soup (which, even after blending, suprisingly doesnt taste awful...)

-Has the cutest personality.  ie:  he will not sit by himself while we eat, he must be on our laps watching/ interrupting each meal,  he is such a morning baby...smiles for everyone each morning! bright and early!

-wears 9-12 month clothes, but only for length.  He is about 20lbs, all muscle. ha!

-Now understands what snuggling is, and wants to snuggle us as much as we love snuggling him :)

-Combines his syllables into a language that we call Mason-ish, obvi.  If you do not act like you understand what he is saying, he gets upset...When he says grraaa!  MMMbbbeeeeeeduhhhh!!!!!  we of course, talk back as if we understand  :)

-clearly  knows that he has us wrapped around his finger, and we dont mind one bit!

I:
-am still breastfeeding, but beginning last week, only part time.  I only feed him right before bed and bright and early in the morning when we wake up.  Just doing this saves us about $80 a month in formula.  WORTH IT.

-have finally gotten into a workout routine (that I created myself made up of cheerleading exercises from the olden days haha) of 100 crunches, 30 squats, some amount of leg lifts, and an absurd amount of yoga. No arm workouts, you say?  To this I refer you back to Masons section of this post wherein I carry around a 20lb baby for 6-8 hours a day.  I do this in the morning before I leave for work, and each night before bed.  Its not a lot, but I love the results :)

-Am beginning classes to get my paralegal certificate this semester.  Ryan is super excited about this, as am I. The thought of being able to better provide for my family is what pushes me forward!

-Like coffee now, super grownup style!  I have always thought it was disgusting and bitter, but the jolt it gives me in the middle of the day to finish my work is incredible!!! wooo coffee!  Is it not totally obvi that this post was written on a coffee fueled spree?!

Random Misplaced Musings:

-I am POSITIVE im not alone here, but I'm sure not many people would say this out loud like this... I am so confused/bored/annoyed at so many people talking about weddings when they arent engaged.  I, of course, am not perfect, and I'll slip up and talk about some sweet finds on pinterest...but even I have not gone to the lengths that some girls have to completely plan their wedding before the boy pops the question....Just seems so odd to me!  The thing is...I know of at least 4 girls currently doing that...it almost feels like they are trying to build up to this giant moment, and it would kill me for them to get let down...ya know!?  Be patient ladies.  The day will come, and if you stop nagging, it could be sooner than you think! :)

-I may have written about this before, but my love of cooking/baking is quickly taking over my weekends.  I even have created a master recipe list in a cute little binder.  Mom, much?  of course I am.  I cant help it.  I love finding new recipes, and even more, I love when they turn out beautifully! yay.  For almost all the recipes that I've tried and succeeded with...check out my pinterest pinboard http://pinterest.com/amandamcqueen/my-kitchen-my-heart/

I need to add more to this update, but I'm already a day or two late, so this will just have to do for now.

Also- remember that Mason has his own email - ourbabymason@gmail.com that I have been emailing since before he was born.  Drop him a line if you'd like, he will read it in approx 18 years when I tell him about it and give him the password :)

xoxo,
Masons Momma

So Much Love

This blog post is probably going to be one of the sappiest things ive ever written, but I just gotta do it.  I have so much love, im talking CRAZY love for you people.  So what follows will be a detailing of why all of your are so amazeballs and how I cant live without you.

I was going to number these, but then you'd feel like I ranked you...so these are in NO order..besides ryan and Mason, they are number 1 obvi.

- My darling Ryan and my sweet Mason man:
You two are my whole world.  I never thought that two people could be the totality of my existence, but I feel like my life is exponentially better since you are in it.  I love the way you two smile at me, talk to me, and basically make me feel like im gods gift to earth, youre too good to me, really.  I love you more than life itself, and I'll feel that way until the day I die.

- My girlfriend Amber Lynn Wellington and my BFF Nikki Wright:
YOU TWO, are my best friends.  I know that I can call you, anytime, day or night, and youll answer and listen to my excitement about something new, or listen while I vent, whether its pointless or not.  You are the most dependable, hard working women I know, and I feel blessed that you've let me be a part of your lives for the past 5 and 12 years (consecutively).  You guys are my favorite, I love you. :)

- my best friend Ramin Mehranfar
I met you in 2005 at MIZZOU, I wish I'd known then how much you would mean to me.  I love you so much.  We have never been as close as we have over these past 3 years.  You've consistently lived at least 2.5 hours away from me for the duration of our friendship, but I feel closer to you than almost anyone else.  Our skype dates make my day.  Your family is amazing, I love them too.  You crack me up, in an unintentionally incredible way.  Our trip to Chicago was, no lie, the BEST time I've ever had. ever.  When I was pregnant and scared and lost and alone, you were right there, even at 3am when I called you crying, and you cried with me.  and THAT, is why you will mean the world to me.  You not only are a caring individual, but you FEEL my pain.  That means more to me than youll ever know. Mason is so lucky to have you as his godfather. You could conquer the world someday, bestie.

- my family, McQueen, Eads and Rodgers:
I dont mean to lump you all together, but this blog post is already looking like its going to be quite long!  to my momma, you are the most amazing mother I've ever met, and I hope to even be half as amazing for Mason as you were for me, you've taught me how to be a strong but tender mommy. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.  My dad and step-dad- you've both taught me so much about being a parent, being a good person, and that old men will never make sense.  Both of you think you're hilarious but you're nerds. someone had to say it! love you anyway.  To my baby brother - you're a weirdo and i love you for it.  I'd like to personally take credit for how awesome you are.  You're welcome.
To my Rodgers baby brothers - you guys are lame the best.  It seems like every time we are around each other, I've never been so insulted and yet overjoyed...thank you? I guess?  but for realzies...I cant wait to officially call you boys my brothers in law :) To Ryans mom and dad - Thank you.  I know that our situation is less than ideal, but you two have welcomed me with such open arms that I'm tearing up just now as I write this.  Mason, Ryan, and I are so lucky to have you in our lives, especially in a way that you can watch Mason grow each day.  We will never as long as we live be able to repay you for your kindness and generosity...besides that we promise not to put you guys in an awful nursing home or anything..haha!  Love you guys so much.

-My Coworker Shannon Brown
Work...blah.  There really isnt much I can say without being worried that we will get in trouble, but let me just say, darling, you are the light and sunshine and rainbows of my workday.  Our conversations of pewp, newdz, and bewbz are a crucial part to my well-being.  I feel so lucky that we got stuck together in this situation, and I find it crazy how alike we are, even down to the odor of our toes.  I love you, and ill really miss you, should our time together end sooner than later :) ...that was pretty well stated if I do say so myself. booya!


-The gang
I really dont know how to make a category for you people...so Ill try and name you...but if I forget you, dont blame me, blame the coffee I've been hyped up on for giving me caffeine-related-functional-blackouts.  Speaking of black-outs, this is something all of you should be familiar with, hiyooo!  You people are the ones I see when I go out...Alex Cook, Tara Cook, Marwin, Tanner Knox, Tony Follmer, James Spink, Jen Goodman, Nicholas Parlow, Ryan Hodapp, Jessie Smith, Dave Owens, Emily Hall, Tony Wilshire Nicole Cross, Brittany Young, Kecia Albers, Anna Holke, Sabrina Suellentrop, Krissy Trojahn, Joni Wiegers, -I know this isnt everybody..give me a break :)  You guys seriously make my weekends rock. You crack me up, and usually take me on adventures that I dont want to go on, regret later, but wouldnt give up for the world.  You're the bomb.com, and I consider myself lucky to be able to see so many awesome people on a regular basis.

Aunt Terri:
I didnt want to put you in the family category, because youre more than that to me.  You have been such a big part of my life, from beginning in...2000?  Maybe sooner...I remember riding to the bus in the mornings, and always getting the best snacks from your house.  Even when I was just a teenager you talked to me like an adult, like a friend, and I appreciate it.  When I found out I was pregnant, you were happy with us, which made things a lot easier.  I miss being able to go next door and see your smiling face, but I know youre loving Arizona.  I love the random texts we send each other about recipes and our dreams and how you're eventually going to kidnap my son, and I'm overjoyed that youre part of my life.  I love you so much.  You rock.

My facebook besties that I rarely, if ever, see:
Sam Carder, Chrissy Yaeger, Rachel Pennington, Savanna McNabb and Angie Hermann - you four are so cute in your COMPLETELY OPPOSITE ways.  I love the way I can go to you for unbiased advice, and know that I'll get an answer thats straightforward and true to your hearts.  I love stalking the pictures you post, but it makes me miss you so much! I love/hate facebook for letting me stalk you, but i am so glad that it has kept us connected, because you ladies are incredible people.  You have grown and changed so much in the 6 or so years we have been friends, and I feel proud..is that weird?  I feel proud to call such amazing women my friends. Sam, you're free spirit is something I would KILL for, you're an incredibly sweet and hilarious lady, if only I could live in Hawaii with you! Chrissy- I've been there as we both have gone through relationship after relationship, and it always seems like you come out running from each one, I admire that. You are SO strong. Also-your dog is the cutest pet alive. Rachel, you are the most incredibly gorgeous independent woman I know. I live vicariously through your travels and can't wait for you and Barry to settle down and make a baby so I can coo over how precious he is! Savanna- there are so many feelings we share for each other. Our bond is unique, and I know my life would never be the same without you. Thank you. Angie- you are seriously the funniest lady I know. Every time we go anywhere I find myself near peeing my pants, and I like it. You are so sweet as a teacher, if only
Mason could be so lucky as to be in your class someday! You're awesome.  I love you all.

My twitter followers:
This is mostly just for @amehranf @marleyems and @mishwebster - you two make my twitter feed ridiculously awesome.  I love the responses that you give me, whether they are serious or seriously insane.  I'm glad that I get to be a part of your daily lives, and I think you guys rock.  I love your faces, because you guys love the real me...because everyone knows you can post how you REALLY feel on twitter... twitter > facebook ...right? :)

Are you all thoroughly grossed out yet?  I hope so. If I think of more people/things, which I'm sure I will, Ill be sure to add updates.

With Love (as if there wasnt enough in this post already),

-Amanda